Every matter comes to you... I know it's not that easy to go through.. but you are still alive until now.. nothing happen but stronger, right?
Did you have same problem every day, month, year? Nope! They were different! and you passed it all those things.
And now.. again.. it's just another mountain.
Different mountain.. but exactly with the same climber.. you!
masalahnya beda... tapi lo nya kan tetep lo..
and never ever think that you are the most suffering people in the world..
all those starving people will look at you as a hot yummy turkey and ready to cut off your flesh into pieces...
but maybe you'll say that...
....that's different with my condition and situation now..
whatever it is..
you must believe that you'll never walk alone.
when no one there.. Allah will always besides you even closer from your vein.
when you need love from your someone, friend, family....
Heiii... Allah has timessss bigger even than what your mother has, you know? He's the best!
Allah will give you way out when others do nothing but just listening.
Allah will run to you even when you just come by walking.
Allah will send someone to give free shoulders or a warm hug or a crispy joke to wipe your tears away..
Allah has His own way to make you "go home" ... come close to His hand..
He knows that you just a bit miss Him, don't you?
and don't you ever think?
world is so so big...
people are more than many..
but why it happen to you?
why must be you?
are you special enough to be the chosen one?
don't you ever think?
maybe it's just because Allah doesn't believe people unless you..
Allah believes that only you who are able to go through this such kind of trouble..
Allah just believe it to you...
And how come you just put that trust aside while you are the chosen one?
but sometimes maybe you say that... I'm not as strong as what others think..
but Allah knows you more than you know yourself, doesn't He?
If Allah trust you, then how come you don't trust yourself, Han?